1 00:01:21,046 --> 00:01:22,587 My darling, 2 00:01:22,879 --> 00:01:25,546 remembering as I sit here, those last days 3 00:01:25,837 --> 00:01:27,671 before we met in Los Angeles, 4 00:01:27,962 --> 00:01:31,004 they now seem very significant. 5 00:01:31,296 --> 00:01:33,462 For though they consisted only in waiting, 6 00:01:33,754 --> 00:01:37,462 I knew as I waited my life was about to change. 7 00:01:38,837 --> 00:01:41,421 And even though I've returned home now, 8 00:01:41,712 --> 00:01:44,337 in all likelihood never see you again, 9 00:01:44,629 --> 00:01:48,337 it is true that I am a new and better person, 10 00:01:48,629 --> 00:01:52,754 for with you I've known the fullest love possible. 11 00:02:22,879 --> 00:02:25,296 It feels like a long time ago. 12 00:02:25,587 --> 00:02:26,296 Six months. 13 00:02:27,337 --> 00:02:29,629 It's not so long, really. 14 00:02:29,921 --> 00:02:31,962 All this began then, 15 00:02:32,254 --> 00:02:34,171 just as it ended now, 16 00:02:34,462 --> 00:02:35,171 with Momma. 17 00:02:39,921 --> 00:02:40,921 - Momma? 18 00:02:41,212 --> 00:02:42,337 - Anna, come in. 19 00:02:46,796 --> 00:02:48,671 - Why are you sitting with the lights off for? 20 00:02:50,087 --> 00:02:51,296 - Waiting for you. 21 00:02:51,587 --> 00:02:52,879 Listening for you. 22 00:02:54,837 --> 00:02:55,962 What's this? 23 00:02:56,254 --> 00:02:57,712 - What do you think? 24 00:03:01,087 --> 00:03:03,087 - Gardenias, my favorite. 25 00:03:04,421 --> 00:03:06,712 It's not even the season. 26 00:03:07,004 --> 00:03:07,629 - Smell? 27 00:03:15,546 --> 00:03:17,046 Did you listen to my show today? 28 00:03:17,337 --> 00:03:18,296 - Don't I always? 29 00:03:22,171 --> 00:03:26,504 Anna, you're the only thing in my life that's really... 30 00:03:26,796 --> 00:03:27,504 turned out. 31 00:03:28,587 --> 00:03:30,921 That I can really be proud of. 32 00:03:31,212 --> 00:03:33,004 I want you to know that. 33 00:03:34,587 --> 00:03:36,754 - Please don't, Momma. 34 00:03:37,046 --> 00:03:40,671 - You won't make the same kind of mistakes that I did. 35 00:03:40,962 --> 00:03:43,421 So much smarter than I ever was. 36 00:03:45,046 --> 00:03:45,796 I have... 37 00:03:48,921 --> 00:03:49,837 something... 38 00:03:50,879 --> 00:03:52,171 important... 39 00:03:52,462 --> 00:03:53,087 for you. 40 00:03:57,296 --> 00:03:59,712 You've never seen this before. 41 00:04:01,421 --> 00:04:04,171 I've had it for a long, long time. 42 00:04:05,546 --> 00:04:07,212 - Who gave it to you? 43 00:04:08,296 --> 00:04:09,046 Not Daddy. 44 00:04:11,587 --> 00:04:13,587 - It doesn’t fit anymore. 45 00:04:15,254 --> 00:04:18,171 I never really could wear it anyway. 46 00:04:19,671 --> 00:04:21,754 I want you to have it now. 47 00:04:23,046 --> 00:04:24,879 - I'll keep it for you. 48 00:04:26,712 --> 00:04:28,296 Till you get better. 49 00:04:29,462 --> 00:04:30,379 - All right. 50 00:04:32,004 --> 00:04:33,004 - I love you. 51 00:04:36,296 --> 00:04:39,837 Just go ahead the way you've been going. 52 00:04:40,129 --> 00:04:41,921 - I know you'll be fine. 53 00:04:44,587 --> 00:04:45,712 Hi, Daddy. 54 00:04:46,004 --> 00:04:46,629 - Hi. 55 00:04:49,504 --> 00:04:50,254 Well, 56 00:04:51,462 --> 00:04:53,254 how're we feeling today? 57 00:04:53,546 --> 00:04:55,087 - Oh, about the same. 58 00:04:57,754 --> 00:04:59,462 - How's work? 59 00:04:59,754 --> 00:05:00,546 - It's okay. 60 00:05:01,712 --> 00:05:03,962 New owners are nice. 61 00:05:04,254 --> 00:05:07,046 Looks like they're gonna keep me on. 62 00:05:08,837 --> 00:05:12,171 Koreans. 63 00:05:12,462 --> 00:05:13,504 - I have to go. 64 00:05:14,587 --> 00:05:15,337 - So soon? 65 00:05:16,379 --> 00:05:18,587 - I have a 6AM show. 66 00:05:18,879 --> 00:05:20,837 Don't get up for it, okay? 67 00:05:21,837 --> 00:05:23,587 I'll see you tomorrow. 68 00:05:24,587 --> 00:05:25,962 Bye, Daddy. 69 00:05:26,254 --> 00:05:26,879 - Bye. 70 00:06:50,629 --> 00:06:52,462 - You've been listening to the "obsessions In Music show" 71 00:06:52,754 --> 00:06:55,046 here at K-L-A-s, your listener supported radio station 72 00:06:55,337 --> 00:06:57,629 where it's all music all the time. 73 00:06:57,921 --> 00:06:59,337 Coming up next is Danny De Fronso 74 00:06:59,629 --> 00:07:01,212 and the "Roots of Rock n' Roll." 75 00:07:01,504 --> 00:07:03,546 - Now it's time to enjoy some real culture, 76 00:07:03,837 --> 00:07:04,712 and I mean with a capital "C." 77 00:07:05,004 --> 00:07:09,379 So here, from the '50s, are the Capitals and speed Row. 78 00:07:09,671 --> 00:07:11,254 Anna, I'm sorry I'm late. 79 00:07:11,546 --> 00:07:12,296 Thanks for covering for me. 80 00:07:12,587 --> 00:07:13,546 - Where were you last night? 81 00:07:13,837 --> 00:07:17,337 - I heard the most incredible band, forget it. 82 00:07:17,629 --> 00:07:19,546 - And the guy out there in the gray sweater, you know him? 83 00:07:19,837 --> 00:07:20,921 - I'm trying to pick his pocket 84 00:07:21,212 --> 00:07:23,421 for the evening new music concerts. 85 00:07:23,712 --> 00:07:24,337 - He's a donor? 86 00:07:24,629 --> 00:07:25,421 - Guy's loaded. 87 00:07:25,712 --> 00:07:26,421 God bless him. 88 00:07:26,712 --> 00:07:27,921 - I found a ride home, okay? 89 00:07:28,212 --> 00:07:28,921 - You got it. - Bye. 90 00:07:29,212 --> 00:07:30,754 - See you later. - Up. 91 00:07:40,337 --> 00:07:41,421 Oh, I'm sorry. 92 00:07:42,629 --> 00:07:43,671 - Hello, again. 93 00:07:43,962 --> 00:07:44,587 - Hello. 94 00:07:45,546 --> 00:07:46,921 - You're Anna Winter, aren't you? 95 00:07:47,212 --> 00:07:47,754 - Mm-hmm. 96 00:07:48,046 --> 00:07:49,379 - Well, I'm Oliver Andrews. 97 00:07:49,671 --> 00:07:50,879 I'm a fan, a very big fan of yours. 98 00:07:51,171 --> 00:07:52,796 I listen to you all the time. 99 00:07:53,087 --> 00:07:56,296 - That's great, I've always wanted a fan. 100 00:07:57,629 --> 00:07:59,254 It's been nice to meet you, Mr. Andrews, excuse me. 101 00:07:59,546 --> 00:08:01,129 - Nice to meet you too. 102 00:08:01,421 --> 00:08:02,879 - Anna, I hope I'll be seeing you again. 103 00:08:03,171 --> 00:08:05,879 In the meantime, I'll be listening. 104 00:08:10,421 --> 00:08:12,296 - If you're a widower, do you still wear a wedding ring? 105 00:08:12,587 --> 00:08:13,129 - I don't know. 106 00:08:13,421 --> 00:08:15,921 You know, this is a hangup with you, father figures. 107 00:08:16,212 --> 00:08:17,254 - Harley wasn't that much older. 108 00:08:17,546 --> 00:08:19,671 - Yeah, Harley was an aberration. 109 00:08:19,962 --> 00:08:20,629 - I'll say. 110 00:08:20,921 --> 00:08:21,962 Wanna carry this for a minute? 111 00:08:22,254 --> 00:08:22,921 - Not much. 112 00:08:23,212 --> 00:08:24,087 Okay, I will. 113 00:08:25,337 --> 00:08:26,837 I had an actual date the other night. 114 00:08:27,129 --> 00:08:27,671 - Yeah, how'd it go? 115 00:08:27,962 --> 00:08:29,212 - Oh, really badly. 116 00:08:29,504 --> 00:08:31,129 This guy got loaded and proceeded to tell me 117 00:08:31,421 --> 00:08:33,337 his entire life story. 118 00:08:33,629 --> 00:08:34,629 - Yeah? 119 00:08:34,921 --> 00:08:35,879 At least you got a good meal out of it. 120 00:08:36,171 --> 00:08:38,254 - No way, wasn't any way I was gonna end up owing that guy. 121 00:08:38,546 --> 00:08:40,796 Dutch treat, he wouldn’t jumped me for sure. 122 00:08:41,087 --> 00:08:43,046 Listen, do you wanna go to my house or your house? 123 00:08:43,337 --> 00:08:43,962 - Mine. 124 00:08:44,921 --> 00:08:46,004 - I'm going celibate. 125 00:08:46,296 --> 00:08:47,879 I'm giving up men. 126 00:08:48,171 --> 00:08:49,337 I mean, I'm really sick and tired of trying 127 00:08:49,629 --> 00:08:51,671 to find some kind of guy that is witty, 128 00:08:51,962 --> 00:08:54,171 intelligent, rich, handsome. 129 00:08:54,462 --> 00:08:56,087 You just want a Prince Charming. 130 00:08:56,379 --> 00:08:57,962 - Yeah and why not? 131 00:08:58,254 --> 00:08:59,212 All I ever get are these kind of guys 132 00:08:59,504 --> 00:09:01,462 that grumble out of the bedroom in the morning. 133 00:09:01,754 --> 00:09:04,212 They smell, they never even help you make the bed. 134 00:09:04,504 --> 00:09:06,254 - Now you're talking about George. 135 00:09:06,546 --> 00:09:07,546 - Good old George. 136 00:09:07,837 --> 00:09:08,754 Dropped his clothes everywhere 137 00:09:09,046 --> 00:09:10,796 and expected me to pick them up. 138 00:09:11,087 --> 00:09:11,671 - You did. 139 00:09:11,962 --> 00:09:13,504 - Well somebody had to. 140 00:09:13,796 --> 00:09:15,337 I'm telling you, that guy couldn't even fry an egg 141 00:09:15,629 --> 00:09:17,546 without asking me 15 questions. 142 00:09:17,837 --> 00:09:18,796 "How hot should the pan be? 143 00:09:19,087 --> 00:09:20,254 "Where's the thing you flip it with? 144 00:09:20,546 --> 00:09:22,379 "How can I tell when it's done?" 145 00:09:22,671 --> 00:09:23,837 - He just wanted a momma. 146 00:09:24,129 --> 00:09:26,504 - Yeah, he wanted a momma. 147 00:09:26,796 --> 00:09:27,921 You want a papa. 148 00:09:29,296 --> 00:09:32,254 No wonder you and George never got along. 149 00:09:32,546 --> 00:09:33,712 - You just pick the wrong guys, Wendy. 150 00:09:34,004 --> 00:09:34,754 - So what else is new? 151 00:09:35,046 --> 00:09:36,254 It's like a national disease. 152 00:09:36,546 --> 00:09:37,796 Look at Harley. 153 00:09:38,087 --> 00:09:39,254 - Harley is a national disease? 154 00:09:44,546 --> 00:09:45,962 - You know, 155 00:09:46,254 --> 00:09:48,421 it's not George, it's not Harley, 156 00:09:48,712 --> 00:09:49,754 it's men in general. 157 00:09:50,046 --> 00:09:52,004 They're an inferior breed. 158 00:10:25,254 --> 00:10:28,087 - Excuse me, are you Maggie's daughter? 159 00:10:28,379 --> 00:10:30,879 I sang with your mother in the choir. 160 00:10:31,171 --> 00:10:34,754 I just want you to know that we loved her very much. 161 00:10:35,046 --> 00:10:36,921 She was a real live wire. 162 00:10:39,629 --> 00:10:43,129 Oh, Chuck, you come to dinner next week, sure. 163 00:10:43,421 --> 00:10:44,796 - Thank you, Frank. 164 00:10:46,504 --> 00:10:48,379 Ready to go, hun? 165 00:11:06,921 --> 00:11:07,671 Good. 166 00:11:09,296 --> 00:11:10,046 Good cake. 167 00:11:22,421 --> 00:11:25,712 Your mother had some things upstairs 168 00:11:26,004 --> 00:11:28,046 you might wanna go through. 169 00:11:30,212 --> 00:11:32,462 I want you to take anything, 170 00:11:34,921 --> 00:11:35,754 anything... 171 00:11:37,629 --> 00:11:39,212 that you might want. 172 00:11:40,921 --> 00:11:43,754 Anything you think should be saved. 173 00:11:44,712 --> 00:11:47,129 - What're you gonna do, Daddy? 174 00:11:49,087 --> 00:11:51,754 - I kinda hoped you might come by 175 00:11:53,504 --> 00:11:55,254 more often than you... 176 00:11:57,296 --> 00:12:01,129 I know you and your mother were very close. 177 00:12:01,421 --> 00:12:01,962 Daddy? 178 00:12:02,254 --> 00:12:03,379 - I'm all right! 179 00:12:07,546 --> 00:12:08,087 Daddy? 180 00:12:08,379 --> 00:12:09,504 - I'm all right. 181 00:12:12,587 --> 00:12:14,254 You just go upstairs. 182 00:13:09,879 --> 00:13:11,546 Come on, Sammy! 183 00:13:22,671 --> 00:13:24,171 My darling, 184 00:13:24,462 --> 00:13:27,504 during the last weeks, I couldn't write as often as you 185 00:13:27,796 --> 00:13:30,129 but it was the press of work and nothing else 186 00:13:30,421 --> 00:13:32,129 that stopped the flow. 187 00:13:32,421 --> 00:13:36,337 Most of the time I can hardly believe you're married. 188 00:13:36,629 --> 00:13:37,754 I love you. 189 00:13:38,046 --> 00:13:41,629 My love and need seem a permanent part of me. 190 00:13:41,921 --> 00:13:45,254 A part that will not disappear in a year 191 00:13:45,546 --> 00:13:46,629 or ten 192 00:13:46,921 --> 00:13:48,129 or twenty. 193 00:13:48,421 --> 00:13:50,962 You are the woman of my heart 194 00:13:51,254 --> 00:13:52,587 and I'm happy you are, 195 00:13:52,879 --> 00:13:54,879 despite all the obstacles, 196 00:13:55,171 --> 00:13:57,004 impossibilities. 197 00:13:57,296 --> 00:13:58,504 I am yours, 198 00:13:58,796 --> 00:13:59,421 Joseph. 199 00:14:21,879 --> 00:14:25,004 - Sammy and I have had our walk. 200 00:14:25,296 --> 00:14:27,671 We feel much the better for it. 201 00:14:28,962 --> 00:14:29,712 - Good. 202 00:14:31,837 --> 00:14:33,879 - You gonna be long? 203 00:14:34,171 --> 00:14:36,046 - No, I'll just clear up. 204 00:14:37,504 --> 00:14:38,837 - Take your time. 205 00:14:40,004 --> 00:14:43,004 I wouldn't want you to miss anything. 206 00:14:48,087 --> 00:14:50,254 You're gonna spend the night, aren't you? 207 00:14:50,546 --> 00:14:51,171 I mean, 208 00:14:53,337 --> 00:14:56,004 it's getting awful late. 209 00:14:56,296 --> 00:14:56,921 - Okay. 210 00:14:59,837 --> 00:15:00,587 - Good. 211 00:15:05,296 --> 00:15:06,046 Good. 212 00:16:06,921 --> 00:16:07,671 Anna. 213 00:16:14,546 --> 00:16:16,129 I wanted to tell you 214 00:16:18,421 --> 00:16:19,671 that I love you. 215 00:16:24,712 --> 00:16:26,379 I love you very much. 216 00:16:30,671 --> 00:16:32,337 - Go to sleep, Daddy. 217 00:16:41,504 --> 00:16:43,254 "At moments, I have the egocentric idea 218 00:16:43,546 --> 00:16:46,296 "that I love you enough, intensely and strongly enough 219 00:16:46,587 --> 00:16:47,796 "to hold us together, 220 00:16:48,087 --> 00:16:50,671 "though we're separated for so much of the time. 221 00:16:50,962 --> 00:16:53,587 "I am torn and harried by your absence 222 00:16:53,879 --> 00:16:56,754 "and driven by the loneliness without you. 223 00:16:57,046 --> 00:17:00,837 "I continually burn by the physical need of you. 224 00:17:01,837 --> 00:17:05,129 "But at the same time you are my warmth 225 00:17:05,421 --> 00:17:06,796 "and my energy 226 00:17:07,087 --> 00:17:09,671 "and the goodness of the world to me. 227 00:17:09,962 --> 00:17:11,046 "I will shamelessly do whatever I can 228 00:17:11,337 --> 00:17:13,129 "to keep you loving me." 229 00:17:15,337 --> 00:17:17,837 - Wow, when did all this go on? 230 00:17:18,921 --> 00:17:19,671 - 1965. 231 00:17:20,837 --> 00:17:22,337 - How old were you? 232 00:17:23,879 --> 00:17:25,421 - About six. 233 00:17:25,712 --> 00:17:26,504 Listen. 234 00:17:26,796 --> 00:17:28,796 "Sometimes when I'm most alone, 235 00:17:29,087 --> 00:17:31,587 "I fear that the memory plays me false 236 00:17:31,879 --> 00:17:36,046 "and it cannot have been as intense and lovely as I think. 237 00:17:36,337 --> 00:17:38,796 "But then certain overpowering images of you, 238 00:17:39,087 --> 00:17:41,004 "of your face bending toward mine, 239 00:17:41,296 --> 00:17:45,296 "of your body turned to me, reassure me that it was real 240 00:17:45,587 --> 00:17:47,212 "and it will be again. 241 00:17:48,879 --> 00:17:50,796 "My darling, I love you, 242 00:17:52,462 --> 00:17:54,379 "it's amazing how much." 243 00:18:53,504 --> 00:18:55,087 - Two dollars. 244 00:19:12,046 --> 00:19:14,337 - Anna, please get Ralph back here as soon as possible 245 00:19:14,629 --> 00:19:15,171 for that interview. 246 00:19:15,462 --> 00:19:16,546 We're running a little over, okay? 247 00:19:16,837 --> 00:19:18,296 - Okay, you know, I kinda like it. 248 00:19:18,587 --> 00:19:19,587 - It's interesting, huh? 249 00:19:19,879 --> 00:19:23,046 - Like four butterflies trying to fly in formation. 250 00:19:23,337 --> 00:19:23,879 - That's very poetic. 251 00:19:24,171 --> 00:19:25,087 You don't mind if I use that, do you? 252 00:19:29,171 --> 00:19:30,587 You ever seen anything like that? 253 00:19:30,879 --> 00:19:32,504 God, thank you so much for bringing me today. 254 00:19:36,712 --> 00:19:37,379 Hi, Oliver. 255 00:19:37,671 --> 00:19:38,504 You really should be proud of yourself. 256 00:19:38,796 --> 00:19:39,712 - Thank you, there she is. - Hi. 257 00:19:40,004 --> 00:19:40,546 - Hi. 258 00:19:40,837 --> 00:19:41,379 Did you like it? 259 00:19:41,671 --> 00:19:42,462 - Are you kidding, I loved it. 260 00:19:42,754 --> 00:19:44,046 - A little feedback, I heard it-- 261 00:19:44,337 --> 00:19:45,129 - Nobody else did. 262 00:19:45,421 --> 00:19:46,462 Did you, Mr. Andrews? 263 00:19:46,754 --> 00:19:47,837 - Oliver. 264 00:19:48,129 --> 00:19:49,087 - Do you know each other? 265 00:19:49,379 --> 00:19:50,962 - Danny needs you now. 266 00:19:51,254 --> 00:19:51,796 - Great. 267 00:19:52,087 --> 00:19:53,171 - You were wonderful. 268 00:19:53,462 --> 00:19:54,004 - Maybe later? 269 00:19:54,296 --> 00:19:55,254 - Okay, go on. 270 00:20:00,087 --> 00:20:01,546 - How long-- - It's amazing. 271 00:20:02,754 --> 00:20:03,504 I'm sorry, go on. 272 00:20:03,796 --> 00:20:04,921 - No, you go on. 273 00:20:06,046 --> 00:20:07,671 - I was just gonna say, I didn't know you knew Ralph. 274 00:20:07,962 --> 00:20:10,754 - I was just gonna say the same thing. 275 00:20:11,046 --> 00:20:12,421 - I-- - Are you two? 276 00:20:13,837 --> 00:20:14,837 - We're just friends. 277 00:20:15,129 --> 00:20:16,712 He's just excited, that's all. 278 00:20:17,004 --> 00:20:20,462 - He's really a very talented fellow. 279 00:20:20,754 --> 00:20:22,046 - He's a good kid. 280 00:20:23,837 --> 00:20:26,462 - Perhaps you'd like to have a drink with me. 281 00:20:26,754 --> 00:20:29,587 Maybe we could go to some place nearby. 282 00:20:29,879 --> 00:20:32,379 - You don’t feel like you have to. 283 00:20:32,671 --> 00:20:34,379 - Is that a no? 284 00:20:34,671 --> 00:20:36,296 - No, I just don't want you to be polite. 285 00:20:36,587 --> 00:20:38,754 - I'm rarely polite. 286 00:20:39,046 --> 00:20:41,671 Would you like to have a drink with me? 287 00:20:41,962 --> 00:20:44,754 - I'd love to have a drink with you. 288 00:20:46,712 --> 00:20:47,796 - I'm married. 289 00:20:50,671 --> 00:20:51,587 - I figured. 290 00:20:54,004 --> 00:20:54,837 - Two kids. 291 00:20:58,254 --> 00:21:01,296 Look, I'd just like to tell you, with no strings attached, 292 00:21:01,587 --> 00:21:04,212 that I think you're extraordinary. 293 00:21:05,962 --> 00:21:07,546 I do, extraordinary. 294 00:21:10,212 --> 00:21:11,046 No strings. 295 00:21:22,796 --> 00:21:24,546 I know that what we have together 296 00:21:24,837 --> 00:21:27,462 is by every moral standard, wrong, 297 00:21:28,962 --> 00:21:32,212 and yet, I find I can never give you up. 298 00:21:33,754 --> 00:21:35,254 You say that you're worried 299 00:21:35,546 --> 00:21:38,379 that there's not enough that you can give me 300 00:21:38,671 --> 00:21:41,171 but I'm not asking for very much, 301 00:21:41,462 --> 00:21:42,087 just this, 302 00:21:43,087 --> 00:21:45,504 to be with you sometimes. 303 00:21:56,796 --> 00:21:58,629 - I lost track of time, are you early? 304 00:21:58,921 --> 00:22:00,129 How you doing? 305 00:22:00,421 --> 00:22:00,962 - I'm fine. 306 00:22:01,254 --> 00:22:02,754 - You look fine. 307 00:22:03,046 --> 00:22:03,587 - They're rinsing. 308 00:22:03,879 --> 00:22:04,421 Andy's gonna watch them. 309 00:22:04,712 --> 00:22:06,004 I told him no drum drying 310 00:22:06,296 --> 00:22:07,754 and archival processing, like you said. 311 00:22:08,046 --> 00:22:08,921 - All right. 312 00:22:09,212 --> 00:22:10,546 - I'll take lunch now, if that's okay. 313 00:22:10,837 --> 00:22:11,379 - Please. 314 00:22:11,671 --> 00:22:13,837 Oh, Jake, this is Anna Winter. 315 00:22:14,129 --> 00:22:15,921 - Not the K-L-A-s Anna Winter. 316 00:22:16,212 --> 00:22:16,754 - Yes. 317 00:22:17,046 --> 00:22:19,504 - No kidding, we listen to you all the time around here. 318 00:22:19,796 --> 00:22:20,421 - Really? 319 00:22:21,796 --> 00:22:24,212 - Oh, tell Craig I wanna see him before you go. 320 00:22:24,504 --> 00:22:25,546 I wanna move that truck. 321 00:22:25,837 --> 00:22:26,796 - Move the truck? 322 00:22:27,087 --> 00:22:28,504 Don't you need me to? 323 00:22:28,796 --> 00:22:29,421 - No. 324 00:22:30,921 --> 00:22:32,171 - Right. 325 00:22:32,462 --> 00:22:33,337 It was nice meeting you. 326 00:22:33,629 --> 00:22:34,754 - Nice to meet you too. 327 00:22:35,046 --> 00:22:35,671 Bye-bye. 328 00:22:37,421 --> 00:22:38,087 - My office is upstairs. 329 00:22:38,379 --> 00:22:39,087 Why don't you go up there and wait? 330 00:22:39,379 --> 00:22:40,796 I'll be up in a minute. 331 00:22:41,087 --> 00:22:41,712 - Okay. 332 00:22:47,671 --> 00:22:48,587 I need you to move that other light up there 333 00:22:48,879 --> 00:22:49,504 a little bit higher. 334 00:22:49,796 --> 00:22:50,337 This one here, okay. 335 00:22:50,629 --> 00:22:51,171 Yeah, further. 336 00:22:51,462 --> 00:22:52,046 A little bit more in the corner. 337 00:22:52,337 --> 00:22:53,046 Okay, good. 338 00:22:56,337 --> 00:22:57,004 - Jake, do me a favor. - Yeah. 339 00:22:57,296 --> 00:22:57,837 - Put that away. 340 00:22:58,129 --> 00:22:59,504 All right. 341 00:24:19,004 --> 00:24:20,171 - They're gone. 342 00:24:22,129 --> 00:24:23,087 - They're good. 343 00:24:23,379 --> 00:24:25,629 - Oh, ancient history. 344 00:24:25,921 --> 00:24:26,921 Look, 345 00:24:27,212 --> 00:24:27,754 why don't you start on these? 346 00:24:28,046 --> 00:24:29,587 I'm gonna go downstairs and set up the lights. 347 00:24:29,879 --> 00:24:31,337 I wanna photograph you. 348 00:24:31,629 --> 00:24:33,129 Please, look what I'm wearing. 349 00:24:33,421 --> 00:24:35,046 - Take off your shoes. 350 00:24:37,962 --> 00:24:39,629 Just relax, sit down. 351 00:24:41,462 --> 00:24:43,004 Right there, that's good. 352 00:24:43,296 --> 00:24:43,921 Relax. 353 00:24:49,046 --> 00:24:51,587 - I saw that picture of you upstairs. 354 00:24:51,879 --> 00:24:52,879 You had long hair. 355 00:24:53,171 --> 00:24:54,421 - 1971. 356 00:24:54,712 --> 00:24:56,171 I was a lot younger. 357 00:24:58,171 --> 00:24:59,921 How old were you then? 358 00:25:00,879 --> 00:25:01,629 - Eleven. 359 00:25:03,921 --> 00:25:04,671 - Wow. 360 00:25:12,421 --> 00:25:14,504 - You were very handsome. 361 00:25:14,796 --> 00:25:17,337 - I'm sure you were adorable too. 362 00:25:18,837 --> 00:25:20,754 Now, let me look at you. 363 00:25:26,587 --> 00:25:27,671 You still are. 364 00:25:30,462 --> 00:25:32,962 I don't wanna be forward but... 365 00:25:39,962 --> 00:25:41,671 so you're 22? 366 00:25:41,962 --> 00:25:43,171 - Mm-hmm. 367 00:25:43,462 --> 00:25:44,004 - I'm 40. 368 00:25:44,296 --> 00:25:44,921 - I know. 369 00:25:46,254 --> 00:25:49,129 - I wanna me honest, I can't offer you much. 370 00:25:49,421 --> 00:25:52,337 - I'm not asking for very much. 371 00:25:52,629 --> 00:25:53,254 Just this. 372 00:25:54,837 --> 00:25:55,587 - This? 373 00:25:57,462 --> 00:25:59,921 - To be with you sometimes. 374 00:26:00,212 --> 00:26:00,837 - Oh. 375 00:26:04,712 --> 00:26:06,796 You were 11, huh? 376 00:26:15,254 --> 00:26:17,296 - Okay, two more lines open, we got eight already lit. 377 00:26:17,587 --> 00:26:19,004 Let's match that hundred dollar pledge. 378 00:26:19,296 --> 00:26:20,462 - Come on, if you enjoy our programming, 379 00:26:20,754 --> 00:26:23,046 remember, we depend completely on your contributions. 380 00:26:23,337 --> 00:26:24,671 We're looking for 40 thousand dollars 381 00:26:24,962 --> 00:26:26,796 worth of desperately needed new equipment. 382 00:26:27,087 --> 00:26:29,546 If you call now with a donation of 25 dollars or more, 383 00:26:29,837 --> 00:26:31,087 you're entitled to one free-- 384 00:26:31,379 --> 00:26:33,129 - I can't think with that damn radio on. 385 00:26:33,421 --> 00:26:34,879 In addition, our programming guide-- 386 00:26:35,171 --> 00:26:37,087 - I don't know what the hell they're talking about. 387 00:26:37,379 --> 00:26:39,212 - Please remember that public radio, like public TV, 388 00:26:39,504 --> 00:26:40,921 needs your support. 389 00:26:41,212 --> 00:26:42,254 Come on, one more light and we'll go 390 00:26:42,546 --> 00:26:44,004 to an uninterrupted hour of "Call it Culture" 391 00:26:44,296 --> 00:26:46,087 with Eva Baudelaire. 392 00:26:46,379 --> 00:26:47,337 I mean, you should see our control board here. 393 00:26:47,629 --> 00:26:49,129 It's literally held together with spit and gum, 394 00:26:49,421 --> 00:26:49,962 isn't it, Danny? 395 00:26:50,254 --> 00:26:51,171 - Chewing gum is a major part 396 00:26:51,462 --> 00:26:53,712 of our operational budget here, absolutely. 397 00:26:56,087 --> 00:26:57,879 Hey, okay, we got the 10! 398 00:27:01,129 --> 00:27:02,212 Good afternoon, this is Eva-- 399 00:27:02,504 --> 00:27:04,254 - I guess I'll take this one right here. 400 00:27:04,546 --> 00:27:06,421 Just bring on the highlight a little bit in the printing. 401 00:27:06,712 --> 00:27:10,629 - Jake, would you make a note of this, I gotta run. 402 00:27:19,962 --> 00:27:21,587 I have to go. 403 00:27:21,879 --> 00:27:22,546 - No. 404 00:27:22,837 --> 00:27:23,462 - Yeah. 405 00:28:48,921 --> 00:28:51,546 I never knew it could be like this. 406 00:28:51,837 --> 00:28:54,671 Nobody ever kissed me the way you do. 407 00:28:54,962 --> 00:28:56,212 - Nobody? 408 00:28:56,504 --> 00:28:57,379 - No, nobody. 409 00:29:00,004 --> 00:29:01,046 - Look, I don't wanna go home. 410 00:29:01,337 --> 00:29:02,421 - Let's do something, okay? - What do you wanna do? 411 00:29:02,712 --> 00:29:03,629 - I want pinball. 412 00:29:03,921 --> 00:29:04,879 - It's too juvenile. 413 00:29:05,171 --> 00:29:06,546 - Well, the arcade. 414 00:29:06,837 --> 00:29:07,379 - It's too expensive-- 415 00:29:07,671 --> 00:29:09,254 - I'm not going to a bar where we're gonna get hit on. 416 00:29:09,546 --> 00:29:11,587 I don't wanna deal with it. 417 00:29:14,504 --> 00:29:15,296 Wanna break? 418 00:29:15,587 --> 00:29:18,754 - Yeah, I shake 'em up better than you do. 419 00:29:24,921 --> 00:29:26,337 Solids. 420 00:29:26,629 --> 00:29:28,837 - I don't know why I set myself up for this punishment. 421 00:29:29,129 --> 00:29:30,421 - Ball, excuse me. 422 00:29:31,754 --> 00:29:32,462 Shit. 423 00:29:39,629 --> 00:29:40,379 So, 424 00:29:42,004 --> 00:29:43,504 you haven't told me anything yet. 425 00:29:43,796 --> 00:29:44,671 - About what? 426 00:29:44,962 --> 00:29:46,087 - You know what. 427 00:29:53,587 --> 00:29:55,087 - Is he a good lay? 428 00:29:57,087 --> 00:29:57,754 - Thanks a lot. 429 00:29:58,879 --> 00:29:59,421 - You are welcome. 430 00:29:59,712 --> 00:30:00,712 I have some wonderful opportunities 431 00:30:01,004 --> 00:30:03,587 at this end of the table. 432 00:30:03,879 --> 00:30:05,712 - As a matter of fact, he is. 433 00:30:06,004 --> 00:30:09,296 - Except for the fact he's married, right? 434 00:30:11,171 --> 00:30:13,837 - No, it doesn't make up for it. 435 00:30:14,129 --> 00:30:15,837 It's complicated. 436 00:30:16,129 --> 00:30:17,754 - He makes you feel... 437 00:30:19,421 --> 00:30:21,087 - He makes me feel... 438 00:30:22,504 --> 00:30:23,254 - Fucked? 439 00:30:26,921 --> 00:30:28,379 Look, Anna, 440 00:30:28,671 --> 00:30:29,712 the thing that you have to keep in mind 441 00:30:30,004 --> 00:30:31,629 about these kind of relationships 442 00:30:31,921 --> 00:30:33,587 is that if you don’t feel something for the guy, 443 00:30:33,879 --> 00:30:35,004 you're gonna get out 444 00:30:35,296 --> 00:30:36,629 and if you do start feeling something, 445 00:30:36,921 --> 00:30:37,962 you are fucked. 446 00:30:40,129 --> 00:30:40,879 - I know. 447 00:30:42,004 --> 00:30:43,837 Believe me, I know. 448 00:30:44,129 --> 00:30:46,462 - If he's so great, what if you fall in love with him? 449 00:30:46,754 --> 00:30:48,379 That's all I'm asking. 450 00:30:49,671 --> 00:30:52,004 - I guess I'm in big trouble. 451 00:30:58,337 --> 00:31:00,421 Is this what is known as psyching out your opponent? 452 00:31:00,712 --> 00:31:02,046 - Anna, the thing you have to remember 453 00:31:02,337 --> 00:31:06,629 is that this guy sleeps with someone else every night. 454 00:31:14,254 --> 00:31:15,379 The next time we're together, 455 00:31:15,671 --> 00:31:18,337 we must talk some about your other life. 456 00:31:18,629 --> 00:31:20,754 The life in which I have no part. 457 00:31:21,046 --> 00:31:24,504 We must talk about your husband, child, 458 00:31:24,796 --> 00:31:26,254 Chuck and little Anna. 459 00:31:26,546 --> 00:31:28,921 Help me to picture them as people. 460 00:31:29,212 --> 00:31:30,671 To make them real, 461 00:31:30,962 --> 00:31:32,171 for they are real 462 00:31:33,087 --> 00:31:35,171 and I must face that fact. 463 00:32:22,546 --> 00:32:23,462 - Come here. 464 00:32:24,587 --> 00:32:25,629 - Come here. 465 00:32:25,921 --> 00:32:26,796 - What is it? 466 00:32:29,296 --> 00:32:31,212 - See those two? 467 00:32:31,504 --> 00:32:32,171 They live out back. 468 00:32:32,462 --> 00:32:34,546 You know, that beat up place behind the alley. 469 00:32:34,837 --> 00:32:35,754 He's a drug dealer. 470 00:32:36,046 --> 00:32:37,587 A lot of people used to come and go out of his house, 471 00:32:37,879 --> 00:32:39,712 you know, a lot of women. 472 00:32:40,004 --> 00:32:41,754 So one night, I'm sleeping 473 00:32:42,046 --> 00:32:43,754 and I heard all these sirens and I got all scared 474 00:32:44,046 --> 00:32:45,837 and I ran out in the alley 475 00:32:46,129 --> 00:32:48,462 and cops were everywhere. 476 00:32:48,754 --> 00:32:51,171 I thought they had been busted. 477 00:32:51,462 --> 00:32:52,837 - So what happened? 478 00:32:53,796 --> 00:32:56,296 - Turns out she shot him. 479 00:32:56,587 --> 00:33:00,837 They put him in the hospital and took her to jail. 480 00:33:01,129 --> 00:33:03,379 Next day, she came out on bail and came over 481 00:33:03,671 --> 00:33:05,962 and borrowed my ironing board. 482 00:33:13,546 --> 00:33:15,712 I know so little about you. 483 00:33:18,879 --> 00:33:21,629 Do you have any pictures of your kids? 484 00:33:21,921 --> 00:33:24,129 - Anna, are you all right? 485 00:33:24,421 --> 00:33:26,254 - I'd like to see them. 486 00:33:26,546 --> 00:33:27,504 It would help. 487 00:33:37,671 --> 00:33:39,004 - That's Paul. 488 00:33:39,296 --> 00:33:40,004 He's eight. 489 00:33:41,671 --> 00:33:42,587 That's Emma. 490 00:33:43,629 --> 00:33:44,462 Emma's two. 491 00:33:48,212 --> 00:33:50,212 Does that make it easier? 492 00:33:52,962 --> 00:33:54,462 - They're real now. 493 00:33:55,712 --> 00:33:57,546 They're very beautiful. 494 00:34:09,046 --> 00:34:11,212 Wanna listen to some music? 495 00:34:17,462 --> 00:34:20,379 I'll play you what I was playing the day I met you 496 00:34:20,671 --> 00:34:22,171 at the radio station. 497 00:34:22,462 --> 00:34:23,546 It's Chopin. 498 00:34:23,837 --> 00:34:25,296 "Prelude Number 15." 499 00:35:43,171 --> 00:35:44,046 - Watch your step. 500 00:36:49,879 --> 00:36:51,337 You better brush that sand off. 501 00:36:51,629 --> 00:36:53,671 It'd be so hard to explain. 502 00:37:05,004 --> 00:37:07,171 - K-L-A-s, may I help you? 503 00:37:08,462 --> 00:37:09,712 - You have to get the name and address 504 00:37:10,004 --> 00:37:11,421 and you have to make sure if they have a bank card 505 00:37:11,712 --> 00:37:13,546 that you get it and the expiration date. 506 00:37:13,837 --> 00:37:16,046 Your initials go there and then the time and date 507 00:37:16,337 --> 00:37:18,379 and then you have to ask the donor if he or she 508 00:37:18,671 --> 00:37:20,754 is willing to let us credit them on the air. 509 00:37:21,046 --> 00:37:22,212 Okay, goes there. 510 00:37:24,546 --> 00:37:26,046 And that's it. 511 00:37:26,337 --> 00:37:27,046 Pick it up. 512 00:37:49,754 --> 00:37:50,754 Hey, Daddy. 513 00:37:51,046 --> 00:37:52,504 - Well, look at you. 514 00:37:53,629 --> 00:37:54,296 What's this? 515 00:37:54,587 --> 00:37:55,379 - Some wine. 516 00:37:55,671 --> 00:37:56,212 - Wine?! 517 00:37:56,504 --> 00:37:57,712 My date brought wine? 518 00:37:58,004 --> 00:38:01,046 Hey, this is a pretty classy deal here. 519 00:38:06,004 --> 00:38:08,129 - Are you sure there's nothing I can do? 520 00:38:08,421 --> 00:38:10,046 - What, are you kidding me? 521 00:38:10,337 --> 00:38:12,337 You just sit right there. 522 00:38:12,629 --> 00:38:14,587 You're the guest of honor. 523 00:38:17,337 --> 00:38:19,796 Surprised at your old man, huh? 524 00:38:20,087 --> 00:38:22,171 Didn't know I could cook. 525 00:38:22,462 --> 00:38:24,171 - I've had your steaks. 526 00:38:25,629 --> 00:38:26,379 - Well, 527 00:38:27,962 --> 00:38:30,879 well, actually, the rice is nothing. 528 00:38:32,004 --> 00:38:35,004 Everything these days comes in a plastic bag. 529 00:38:35,296 --> 00:38:37,087 Put it in a pot, you bring it to a boil. 530 00:38:37,379 --> 00:38:38,921 Bingo, you got it. 531 00:38:39,212 --> 00:38:42,379 Of course you have to flip it every 15 minutes or so, 532 00:38:42,671 --> 00:38:44,462 otherwise, it doesn't heat thoroughly. 533 00:38:44,754 --> 00:38:47,421 It doesn't heat evenly all the way through. 534 00:38:47,712 --> 00:38:48,837 - It looks good. 535 00:38:50,421 --> 00:38:51,296 - Yeah? 536 00:38:51,587 --> 00:38:52,546 Well, 537 00:38:52,837 --> 00:38:54,212 it's nothing fancy. 538 00:38:55,379 --> 00:38:58,171 It's not like your mother used to make 539 00:38:58,462 --> 00:39:00,254 but she was a real cook. 540 00:39:01,587 --> 00:39:03,879 I'm doing all right. 541 00:39:04,171 --> 00:39:06,212 I have a woman once a week. 542 00:39:07,296 --> 00:39:08,046 To clean. 543 00:39:09,379 --> 00:39:11,879 Older woman, comes in. 544 00:39:12,171 --> 00:39:16,212 Other than that, I pretty much take care of myself. 545 00:39:17,629 --> 00:39:19,254 - I'm impressed. 546 00:39:19,546 --> 00:39:20,171 - Whoop. 547 00:39:21,421 --> 00:39:23,337 I wanna propose a toast. 548 00:39:24,462 --> 00:39:25,212 To us. 549 00:39:35,004 --> 00:39:36,296 It is good. 550 00:39:36,587 --> 00:39:37,212 It's good. 551 00:39:43,629 --> 00:39:45,671 And another thing about orientals 552 00:39:45,962 --> 00:39:48,879 is that they are born shop keepers. 553 00:39:49,171 --> 00:39:51,212 They are real business men. 554 00:39:53,504 --> 00:39:55,087 And they're everywhere. 555 00:39:55,379 --> 00:39:57,129 Look around, you can't swing a cat 556 00:39:57,421 --> 00:40:00,379 without knocking into one of them. 557 00:40:00,671 --> 00:40:02,379 They're smart. 558 00:40:02,671 --> 00:40:05,712 Okay, they recognize my abilities, 559 00:40:06,004 --> 00:40:08,087 so they keep me on. 560 00:40:08,379 --> 00:40:09,921 - I gotta go, Daddy. 561 00:40:10,212 --> 00:40:10,879 - Go, shmoe. 562 00:40:11,171 --> 00:40:13,629 Sit here and talk to me, please. 563 00:40:16,296 --> 00:40:17,212 Look at you. 564 00:40:18,796 --> 00:40:21,296 My little girl, a professional. 565 00:40:24,129 --> 00:40:26,629 - I earn two hundred and 25 dollars a week. 566 00:40:26,921 --> 00:40:29,254 - Hey, it's not the money. 567 00:40:29,546 --> 00:40:31,629 You are a professional. 568 00:40:31,921 --> 00:40:35,129 That's the point and don't you forget it. 569 00:40:36,046 --> 00:40:38,879 Your mother was very proud of that. 570 00:40:41,837 --> 00:40:42,837 - I miss her. 571 00:40:45,212 --> 00:40:46,629 - What's that? 572 00:40:46,921 --> 00:40:48,462 - I said, I miss her. 573 00:40:49,629 --> 00:40:52,504 - Yeah, well, we all miss her. 574 00:40:52,796 --> 00:40:54,587 She's a wonderful woman. 575 00:40:56,254 --> 00:40:58,379 I was never good enough for her. 576 00:40:58,671 --> 00:41:00,212 Not near good enough. 577 00:41:01,587 --> 00:41:02,629 Hey, 578 00:41:02,921 --> 00:41:05,254 forget it, it doesn't matter. 579 00:41:05,546 --> 00:41:08,504 It's water under the bridge, isn't it? 580 00:41:10,546 --> 00:41:11,296 We never, 581 00:41:13,129 --> 00:41:15,921 we never talked like this before, did we? 582 00:41:16,212 --> 00:41:19,254 I mean, just you and I sitting and talking. 583 00:41:19,546 --> 00:41:20,546 - No. 584 00:41:20,837 --> 00:41:21,962 - Well, we will. 585 00:41:23,462 --> 00:41:25,129 It's important to me. 586 00:41:27,879 --> 00:41:31,504 Your mother expected a lot, you know. 587 00:41:31,796 --> 00:41:33,754 Hey, I'm not saying she didn't deserve it. 588 00:41:34,046 --> 00:41:37,379 God knows she deserved it, I just... 589 00:41:37,671 --> 00:41:39,587 It isn’t the case of that. 590 00:41:39,879 --> 00:41:40,712 - I gotta go, Daddy. 591 00:41:41,004 --> 00:41:42,879 - Wait a minute. 592 00:41:43,171 --> 00:41:45,129 You got a boyfriend, Anna? 593 00:41:46,962 --> 00:41:47,712 - Yes. 594 00:41:50,796 --> 00:41:52,462 - He gonna marry you? 595 00:41:54,046 --> 00:41:54,796 - Maybe. 596 00:41:55,754 --> 00:41:57,796 - Not in a hurry, huh? 597 00:41:58,087 --> 00:41:59,004 That's good. 598 00:41:59,296 --> 00:42:02,171 Your mother and I were in a hurry. 599 00:42:02,462 --> 00:42:05,629 Of course, it was different times 600 00:42:05,921 --> 00:42:07,546 and our little secret. 601 00:42:10,504 --> 00:42:12,004 - I know you married Momma because she was pregnant, 602 00:42:12,296 --> 00:42:13,671 Daddy, she told me. 603 00:42:16,837 --> 00:42:18,004 - No. 604 00:42:18,296 --> 00:42:20,837 I married her because I loved her 605 00:42:23,212 --> 00:42:24,962 and she was beautiful, 606 00:42:26,087 --> 00:42:26,837 like you. 607 00:42:28,004 --> 00:42:30,212 Listen, don't be afraid of me, honey. 608 00:42:30,504 --> 00:42:33,587 I know I'm not gonna be any problem to you. 609 00:42:33,879 --> 00:42:35,296 You can see that, I can take care of... 610 00:42:35,587 --> 00:42:38,254 Wait a second, sit down, where the hell are you going now?! 611 00:42:38,546 --> 00:42:39,087 What did I do? 612 00:42:39,379 --> 00:42:40,254 Did I touch you, is that the problem?! 613 00:42:40,546 --> 00:42:42,421 - Leave me alone! 614 00:42:44,921 --> 00:42:46,879 - Oh God, you're like her! 615 00:42:49,504 --> 00:42:51,087 You are so like her. 616 00:42:54,754 --> 00:42:58,504 - I'm gonna wash the dishes and then I'm gonna leave. 617 00:43:01,921 --> 00:43:03,296 - I'm sorry, honey. 618 00:43:05,629 --> 00:43:08,712 What do you think about a man like me, huh? 619 00:43:09,004 --> 00:43:11,379 - I think you should go to bed. 620 00:43:12,921 --> 00:43:15,087 - Leave the goddamn dishes! 621 00:43:16,087 --> 00:43:17,379 Go on! 622 00:43:17,671 --> 00:43:18,296 Go on! 623 00:43:19,212 --> 00:43:22,046 The most important thing in life is not a roll in the hay! 624 00:43:22,337 --> 00:43:24,046 You understand me?! 625 00:44:13,046 --> 00:44:15,546 Hello? 626 00:44:15,837 --> 00:44:16,462 Hello? 627 00:44:18,254 --> 00:44:19,171 Who is this? 628 00:44:20,421 --> 00:44:21,171 Hello? 629 00:44:23,337 --> 00:44:24,504 - Wrong number. 630 00:44:47,462 --> 00:44:48,629 It's beautiful. 631 00:44:50,546 --> 00:44:51,546 - So are you. 632 00:44:54,671 --> 00:44:55,629 - I'll get your coat. 633 00:44:55,921 --> 00:44:56,546 - Okay. 634 00:45:38,046 --> 00:45:39,796 - She looks very nice. 635 00:45:42,962 --> 00:45:43,712 I'm sorry. 636 00:45:45,087 --> 00:45:47,254 I had to make her real too. 637 00:46:15,879 --> 00:46:18,129 My darling. 638 00:46:18,421 --> 00:46:19,629 I'm home again 639 00:46:19,921 --> 00:46:24,296 and the memory of our last meeting is fresh in my mind. 640 00:46:25,254 --> 00:46:30,087 Nothing and no one can take from me what we found together. 641 00:46:32,921 --> 00:46:36,754 Together, we're more than the sum of our parts. 642 00:46:38,379 --> 00:46:43,004 Can I sacrifice this even in my own best interest? 643 00:46:43,296 --> 00:46:46,337 Not if I love you as indeed I do love you. 644 00:46:46,629 --> 00:46:47,671 Maggie, my own, 645 00:46:48,587 --> 00:46:49,879 forever. 646 00:47:18,296 --> 00:47:20,129 - Come on, Emma, can you get this? 647 00:47:20,421 --> 00:47:21,504 Emma? 648 00:47:21,796 --> 00:47:23,254 Emma, here it comes. 649 00:47:24,171 --> 00:47:26,004 Okay, I'm gonna try this. 650 00:47:26,296 --> 00:47:27,337 Emma. 651 00:47:29,421 --> 00:47:30,087 Oh, okay. 652 00:47:30,379 --> 00:47:30,921 Okay, go! 653 00:47:42,754 --> 00:47:43,421 - Hi. 654 00:47:43,712 --> 00:47:44,337 Anna Winter? 655 00:47:44,629 --> 00:47:45,171 - Yes. 656 00:47:45,462 --> 00:47:47,671 - Marcia Newell, K-B-F-K San Francisco. 657 00:47:47,962 --> 00:47:48,629 - Hi. 658 00:47:48,921 --> 00:47:52,171 - I was expecting someone a little older. 659 00:47:54,129 --> 00:47:56,212 So what do you think about it? 660 00:47:56,504 --> 00:47:57,879 - I think it's a great opportunity. 661 00:47:58,171 --> 00:47:59,921 I think you're right. 662 00:48:00,212 --> 00:48:03,004 - You know, it's funny, K-B-F-K used to be my dream station. 663 00:48:03,296 --> 00:48:04,629 - It's a good station. 664 00:48:04,921 --> 00:48:06,629 - It's a great station. 665 00:48:06,921 --> 00:48:10,837 - And we have 10 times the audience of K-L-A-s. 666 00:48:11,129 --> 00:48:14,421 10 times, maybe 20 times the subscribers. 667 00:48:14,712 --> 00:48:17,296 There's a real future for you. 668 00:48:17,587 --> 00:48:18,212 - I know. 669 00:48:19,504 --> 00:48:22,046 - You wanna talk about it? 670 00:48:22,337 --> 00:48:23,712 - San Francisco's a long way away. 671 00:48:24,004 --> 00:48:25,962 I mean, it's 400 miles, right? 672 00:48:26,254 --> 00:48:28,462 - It's an hour's flight. 673 00:48:28,754 --> 00:48:30,379 So what's the problem? 674 00:48:31,379 --> 00:48:33,296 - It's sort of personal. 675 00:48:34,587 --> 00:48:35,337 - I see. 676 00:48:38,546 --> 00:48:40,254 - Have you listened to Danny De Fronso? 677 00:48:40,546 --> 00:48:41,379 I mean, he's so good. 678 00:48:41,671 --> 00:48:43,546 - I've listened to Danny. 679 00:48:43,837 --> 00:48:44,796 You're better. 680 00:48:45,962 --> 00:48:50,837 Look, Anna, sometimes when an opportunity gets away, 681 00:48:51,129 --> 00:48:52,796 they don't come again. 682 00:48:53,921 --> 00:48:58,046 You're young, maybe it doesn't seem that way to you. 683 00:48:58,337 --> 00:49:00,879 - No, it seems that way to me. 684 00:49:01,171 --> 00:49:02,796 - Just think about it. 685 00:49:04,171 --> 00:49:04,879 - Okay. 686 00:49:05,171 --> 00:49:05,796 Thanks. 687 00:49:20,129 --> 00:49:21,546 I'm sick of my life 688 00:49:21,837 --> 00:49:24,546 and its intolerable contradictions. 689 00:49:26,004 --> 00:49:29,546 My mind keeps warning me that love, 690 00:49:29,837 --> 00:49:31,796 even as we know it, 691 00:49:32,087 --> 00:49:34,296 must be lived in the everyday world 692 00:49:34,587 --> 00:49:36,712 of Chevrolets and toothaches 693 00:49:38,171 --> 00:49:39,504 and lost chances. 694 00:49:43,587 --> 00:49:45,129 stay very still. 695 00:49:58,921 --> 00:49:59,796 We can do better. 696 00:50:00,087 --> 00:50:01,504 I think it's too hot. 697 00:50:01,796 --> 00:50:03,087 That's your fault. 698 00:50:03,379 --> 00:50:04,462 Goddamn of it. 699 00:50:04,754 --> 00:50:05,546 Okay. 700 00:50:05,837 --> 00:50:07,212 Look down here. 701 00:50:12,837 --> 00:50:15,004 Probably too much movement. 702 00:50:22,087 --> 00:50:23,587 Shift your body. 703 00:50:23,879 --> 00:50:25,004 No, too much tit. 704 00:50:25,296 --> 00:50:27,671 Good, good, good, that's good, okay. 705 00:50:33,754 --> 00:50:35,046 That's enough. 706 00:50:35,337 --> 00:50:37,004 Just let me see this one. 707 00:50:37,296 --> 00:50:38,504 10, 11, 12, okay. 708 00:50:42,921 --> 00:50:44,046 Are we finished? 709 00:50:44,337 --> 00:50:45,629 Just one more. 710 00:50:45,921 --> 00:50:46,796 Look up here. 711 00:50:48,546 --> 00:50:50,796 You look so sad, what is it? 712 00:50:56,879 --> 00:50:59,671 Take off your wedding ring. 713 00:50:59,962 --> 00:51:01,171 Just for an hour. 714 00:51:02,337 --> 00:51:03,254 - I'm sorry. 715 00:51:10,671 --> 00:51:11,421 Morgan! 716 00:51:16,004 --> 00:51:16,671 Morgan. 717 00:51:16,962 --> 00:51:17,504 How're you doing? 718 00:51:17,796 --> 00:51:18,337 - Good. 719 00:51:18,629 --> 00:51:20,046 Anna, I'd like you to meet Morgan Crawford, 720 00:51:20,337 --> 00:51:21,254 famous American artist. 721 00:51:21,546 --> 00:51:22,462 Morgan, this is Anna Winter, 722 00:51:22,754 --> 00:51:24,379 famous American producer 723 00:51:24,671 --> 00:51:26,046 - How charming. 724 00:51:28,587 --> 00:51:29,629 so, how was Amsterdam? 725 00:51:29,921 --> 00:51:30,712 - Wonderful. 726 00:51:31,712 --> 00:51:33,671 In the winter it doesn't smell. 727 00:51:33,962 --> 00:51:34,587 - Good. 728 00:51:37,712 --> 00:51:39,546 - Not properly chilled. 729 00:51:40,504 --> 00:51:42,212 - Don't you pick on her. 730 00:51:42,504 --> 00:51:44,546 I'll be right back. 731 00:51:51,837 --> 00:51:53,587 - He seems very happy. 732 00:51:54,921 --> 00:51:57,921 You're responsible for that, aren't you? 733 00:51:58,212 --> 00:51:59,754 - I don't know, am I? 734 00:52:01,796 --> 00:52:06,129 - No doubt you'll be good for his work as well. 735 00:52:06,421 --> 00:52:08,004 Contradiction and irony are two different things. 736 00:52:08,296 --> 00:52:09,421 Look, you’re just trying to change the subject 737 00:52:09,712 --> 00:52:11,212 because you know I'm right and of course 738 00:52:11,504 --> 00:52:13,504 irony and contradiction are two different things. 739 00:52:13,796 --> 00:52:15,379 What's the difference then? 740 00:52:15,671 --> 00:52:17,462 - Contradiction is a statement of fact 741 00:52:17,754 --> 00:52:19,712 and irony is a way of dealing with the fact. 742 00:52:20,004 --> 00:52:21,962 - Contradiction is objective irony subject. 743 00:52:22,254 --> 00:52:23,421 What would you say the difference between 744 00:52:23,712 --> 00:52:26,254 contradiction and irony is, Anna? 745 00:52:27,754 --> 00:52:28,421 - I don't know, 746 00:52:28,712 --> 00:52:31,337 I'd probably have to look it up in the dictionary. 747 00:52:31,629 --> 00:52:33,046 - Doesn't know the game. 748 00:52:33,337 --> 00:52:35,129 - Anna, the point is to figure it out. 749 00:52:35,421 --> 00:52:37,379 Not to look it up in the dictionary, you know? 750 00:52:37,671 --> 00:52:38,921 Conversation. 751 00:52:39,212 --> 00:52:40,587 - Irony has humor in it. 752 00:52:40,879 --> 00:52:43,504 - No, no, contradiction might be funny but irony, never. 753 00:52:43,796 --> 00:52:44,796 - Never, no. 754 00:52:45,087 --> 00:52:47,129 Irony is deadly serious. 755 00:52:47,421 --> 00:52:48,379 I have it. 756 00:52:48,671 --> 00:52:50,962 If contradiction is weather 757 00:52:51,254 --> 00:52:53,212 than irony is umbrellas. 758 00:52:53,504 --> 00:52:54,879 - Very good 759 00:52:55,171 --> 00:52:56,379 but not quite. 760 00:52:56,671 --> 00:52:59,129 Irony is stealing the umbrellas. 761 00:53:01,754 --> 00:53:04,379 Oh, by the way, I have something here that belongs to Edith. 762 00:53:04,671 --> 00:53:06,254 Would you mind returning this to me? 763 00:53:06,546 --> 00:53:08,837 I'd do it myself but I'm flying off to Munich tomorrow. 764 00:53:09,129 --> 00:53:12,129 That first essay is a straight ripoff of Walter Benjamin's 765 00:53:12,421 --> 00:53:14,546 "Works of Art In the Age of Mechanical Reproduction," 766 00:53:14,837 --> 00:53:16,629 but the essay on nudes is terrific. 767 00:53:16,921 --> 00:53:17,712 You've read what he has to say 768 00:53:18,004 --> 00:53:19,254 about photography, haven't you? 769 00:53:19,546 --> 00:53:20,837 It's fascinating. 770 00:53:35,962 --> 00:53:38,129 - You know what he told me? 771 00:53:38,421 --> 00:53:40,462 He said I was good for you. 772 00:53:41,546 --> 00:53:43,921 - He was jealous as hell. 773 00:53:44,212 --> 00:53:45,629 He was green. 774 00:54:00,671 --> 00:54:01,921 Jesus, get down! 775 00:54:08,337 --> 00:54:10,004 Okay, get up. 776 00:54:10,296 --> 00:54:13,546 I'm sorry, I'm sorry, those people work with Edith. 777 00:54:13,837 --> 00:54:14,546 Goddamn it! 778 00:54:23,004 --> 00:54:24,129 No, wait, wait, wait. 779 00:54:24,421 --> 00:54:27,796 Let's go in the living room and sit for a minute. 780 00:54:28,087 --> 00:54:29,254 - You never wanted to sit in there before. 781 00:54:29,546 --> 00:54:30,712 - Well I do tonight. 782 00:54:31,004 --> 00:54:31,962 I got plenty of time. 783 00:54:32,254 --> 00:54:33,296 Edith is at a lecture until 11-- 784 00:54:33,587 --> 00:54:35,671 - I don't wanna know where she is. 785 00:54:35,962 --> 00:54:37,254 - Okay. 786 00:54:37,546 --> 00:54:39,379 I just wanna go in the living room. 787 00:54:39,671 --> 00:54:40,837 Sit. 788 00:54:41,129 --> 00:54:41,754 Talk. 789 00:54:45,171 --> 00:54:45,921 - Okay. 790 00:55:00,046 --> 00:55:03,879 - They had a hell of a time getting it in here. 791 00:55:11,087 --> 00:55:11,837 Try it. 792 00:55:13,546 --> 00:55:15,837 I never heard you play. 793 00:55:16,129 --> 00:55:17,587 - I'm not very good. 794 00:56:36,546 --> 00:56:39,296 Emma, Emma, wait for me. 795 00:57:08,796 --> 00:57:11,046 You know Pooh Bear? 796 00:57:13,921 --> 00:57:16,004 I wanna ride a blue horse. 797 00:57:24,296 --> 00:57:27,546 I want Pooh to catch me in the air. 798 00:57:27,837 --> 00:57:28,962 Higher Mommy, higher. 799 00:57:29,254 --> 00:57:31,212 - You ride in the saddles? 800 00:58:06,171 --> 00:58:08,712 - I'm telling you, San Francisco is totally amazing. 801 00:58:09,004 --> 00:58:10,837 It's a very, very exciting city. 802 00:58:11,129 --> 00:58:12,712 Well, I'm sort of semi-managing this group. 803 00:58:13,004 --> 00:58:13,546 You're gonna hear from them. 804 00:58:13,837 --> 00:58:15,421 They're called "Little Claw." 805 00:58:15,712 --> 00:58:17,921 Modernistic with classical overtones. 806 00:58:18,212 --> 00:58:18,962 - It's great to see you back. 807 00:58:19,254 --> 00:58:21,212 - Hey, thank you, it's great to be back. 808 00:58:21,504 --> 00:58:22,754 God, you all look incredible! 809 00:58:23,046 --> 00:58:23,837 Nothing's changed around here. 810 00:58:24,129 --> 00:58:27,754 You still have the same crummy old coffee. 811 00:58:28,046 --> 00:58:29,379 Hey! 812 00:58:29,671 --> 00:58:30,296 - Hey. 813 00:58:34,754 --> 00:58:35,921 You look great. 814 00:58:37,212 --> 00:58:37,962 - You do. 815 00:58:40,504 --> 00:58:44,004 - I gotta show, I'll see you later, okay? 816 00:58:56,546 --> 00:58:57,296 - Hey. 817 00:58:58,671 --> 00:58:59,421 - Hey. 818 00:59:02,046 --> 00:59:02,796 - Mmmm. 819 00:59:07,587 --> 00:59:09,254 You look tired. 820 00:59:09,546 --> 00:59:11,587 - Partied all night. 821 00:59:11,879 --> 00:59:13,587 - So how's it going? 822 00:59:13,879 --> 00:59:16,504 - It's okay, about the same. 823 00:59:16,796 --> 00:59:19,587 - I heard there have been some big cutbacks here. 824 00:59:19,879 --> 00:59:21,337 They cut your hours? 825 00:59:22,796 --> 00:59:23,629 - I'm fine. 826 00:59:30,046 --> 00:59:31,712 So how's it going with you up there? 827 00:59:32,004 --> 00:59:34,546 - Forget it, incredible. 828 00:59:34,837 --> 00:59:37,254 Incredible, the people in San Francisco 829 00:59:37,546 --> 00:59:39,837 are so wondering, not only that, 830 00:59:40,129 --> 00:59:42,129 they're totally open to my kind of programming 831 00:59:42,421 --> 00:59:43,879 and your kind of programming. 832 00:59:44,171 --> 00:59:44,796 - Great. 833 00:59:45,796 --> 00:59:49,546 - I think you oughta come up and check it out. 834 00:59:49,837 --> 00:59:50,671 - I will. 835 00:59:50,962 --> 00:59:52,921 - Not only that but truly, 836 00:59:54,921 --> 00:59:56,712 the real reason that I came here was because 837 00:59:57,004 --> 00:59:59,546 I wanted to say thank you 838 00:59:59,837 --> 01:00:01,421 because I know what you did. 839 01:00:01,712 --> 01:00:02,921 - I didn't do anything. 840 01:00:03,212 --> 01:00:05,671 You got it on your own, you know that. 841 01:00:05,962 --> 01:00:06,671 - Yeah. 842 01:00:06,962 --> 01:00:07,587 Right. 843 01:00:09,337 --> 01:00:11,171 - Well, anyway-- - Anyway. 844 01:00:13,546 --> 01:00:15,587 What do you wanna hear for the ride home? 845 01:00:15,879 --> 01:00:17,004 - Oh, right. 846 01:00:17,296 --> 01:00:18,546 Little Richard. 847 01:00:18,837 --> 01:00:21,212 - This is "obsessions In Music." 848 01:00:21,504 --> 01:00:23,754 - So, what, it's gotta be classical? 849 01:00:24,046 --> 01:00:24,671 Hey. 850 01:00:25,712 --> 01:00:28,837 - I guess I could get obsessed with Little Richard for once. 851 01:00:29,129 --> 01:00:29,754 - Anna, 852 01:00:33,379 --> 01:00:34,962 you're the greatest. 853 01:00:36,129 --> 01:00:36,879 - Bye. 854 01:00:49,004 --> 01:00:51,171 oh, Ben! 855 01:00:51,462 --> 01:00:53,254 I've got no place to go! 856 01:00:55,004 --> 01:00:56,087 I'm talking about the drugs! 857 01:00:56,379 --> 01:00:58,212 I'm tried of you fucking around in my life! 858 01:00:58,504 --> 01:00:59,462 Leave me alone! 859 01:00:59,754 --> 01:01:00,712 You've been fucking up around here! 860 01:01:01,004 --> 01:01:02,629 I don't need you anymore! 861 01:01:02,921 --> 01:01:03,879 - Ben Ben! 862 01:01:04,171 --> 01:01:06,796 Ben, let me back in, Ben! 863 01:01:07,087 --> 01:01:08,129 Ben! 864 01:01:08,421 --> 01:01:09,171 Ben! 865 01:01:09,462 --> 01:01:11,629 shut up and get the hell out of here! 866 01:01:11,921 --> 01:01:13,129 - Ben, let me in! 867 01:01:14,796 --> 01:01:15,546 Ben! 868 01:01:16,962 --> 01:01:18,129 Ben, let me in! 869 01:01:20,046 --> 01:01:20,712 Ben! 870 01:01:21,004 --> 01:01:21,546 - You've got no money, huh? 871 01:01:21,837 --> 01:01:22,546 You got no money, you want money! 872 01:01:22,837 --> 01:01:23,546 You want money?! 873 01:01:23,837 --> 01:01:25,004 Pick it up! Pick it up! 874 01:01:25,296 --> 01:01:25,837 Pick it up! 875 01:01:26,129 --> 01:01:26,879 Go ahead, pick it up! 876 01:01:27,171 --> 01:01:27,754 Pick it all up! 877 01:01:28,046 --> 01:01:29,129 Get the fuck out of here! 878 01:01:29,421 --> 01:01:30,129 Make it on your own! 879 01:01:30,421 --> 01:01:31,337 - I love you! 880 01:01:31,629 --> 01:01:32,337 I love you! 881 01:01:36,379 --> 01:01:37,504 I love you, Ben! 882 01:01:50,921 --> 01:01:51,587 - Hello. 883 01:01:51,879 --> 01:01:53,254 It's me. 884 01:01:54,629 --> 01:01:55,796 - Are you calling from home? 885 01:01:56,087 --> 01:01:56,629 I had to. 886 01:01:56,921 --> 01:02:00,337 Listen, I know I said I'd be by this morning but I-- 887 01:02:00,629 --> 01:02:01,504 - You can't? 888 01:02:01,796 --> 01:02:02,754 No. 889 01:02:04,046 --> 01:02:05,046 - I see. 890 01:02:05,337 --> 01:02:07,587 It's not my fault. 891 01:02:07,879 --> 01:02:09,629 I can’t talk now. 892 01:02:09,921 --> 01:02:11,004 Are you all right? 893 01:02:11,296 --> 01:02:13,462 - What difference does it make? 894 01:02:13,754 --> 01:02:15,504 Just for five minutes, okay? 895 01:02:15,796 --> 01:02:17,587 I'll be there in half an hour. 896 01:02:17,879 --> 01:02:19,462 I won't come if you're gonna be angry. 897 01:02:19,754 --> 01:02:20,379 - I won't. 898 01:02:22,212 --> 01:02:23,129 Please come. 899 01:02:24,837 --> 01:02:25,671 I miss you. 900 01:02:38,962 --> 01:02:39,712 Hi. 901 01:02:43,296 --> 01:02:44,296 I missed you. 902 01:02:48,212 --> 01:02:49,087 - Me too. 903 01:02:49,379 --> 01:02:49,921 - Come on. 904 01:02:50,212 --> 01:02:51,004 - Anna, I... 905 01:02:51,921 --> 01:02:53,087 Anna, please don't. 906 01:02:53,379 --> 01:02:55,837 - I missed you. - I don't have time for this. 907 01:02:56,129 --> 01:02:56,671 - We could hurry. 908 01:02:56,962 --> 01:02:58,421 - Anna, I don't have time to do this. 909 01:02:58,712 --> 01:02:59,504 No, sweetheart. 910 01:02:59,796 --> 01:03:00,921 Anna, no. 911 01:03:01,212 --> 01:03:02,171 Anna, no. 912 01:03:02,462 --> 01:03:03,546 God, Anna. 913 01:03:03,837 --> 01:03:04,462 No. 914 01:03:06,421 --> 01:03:07,754 - Why not? 915 01:03:08,046 --> 01:03:08,671 - Oh, God. 916 01:03:11,796 --> 01:03:14,712 Anna, I just made love with my wife. 917 01:03:44,712 --> 01:03:45,462 Anna? 918 01:03:49,129 --> 01:03:49,796 Anna, this is crazy. 919 01:03:50,087 --> 01:03:51,879 Would you please open the door? 920 01:03:54,421 --> 01:03:55,546 Anna! 921 01:03:55,837 --> 01:03:57,087 Anna, open the door! 922 01:03:57,379 --> 01:03:58,212 Anna? 923 01:03:58,504 --> 01:03:59,129 Anna! 924 01:04:02,504 --> 01:04:03,337 Sweetheart. 925 01:04:04,504 --> 01:04:08,462 Forgive me, I'm sorry. 926 01:04:08,754 --> 01:04:09,754 I'm so sorry. 927 01:04:10,046 --> 01:04:12,421 It's all right, it's all right. 928 01:04:18,212 --> 01:04:21,171 We've got a whole history together, Anna. 929 01:04:21,462 --> 01:04:24,837 I've spent 15 years of my life with her. 930 01:04:25,129 --> 01:04:27,171 That's almost half my life. 931 01:04:30,587 --> 01:04:32,837 Hasn't always been great but 932 01:04:35,087 --> 01:04:37,921 I've got two kids I love very much. 933 01:04:41,587 --> 01:04:43,171 She's a very decent, 934 01:04:44,379 --> 01:04:45,129 kind, 935 01:04:46,337 --> 01:04:47,004 loving-- 936 01:04:47,296 --> 01:04:48,796 - Do you want me to tell you about my boyfriends? 937 01:04:49,087 --> 01:04:50,962 About how good and decent and loving 938 01:04:51,254 --> 01:04:54,004 and good in bed they were?! 939 01:04:54,296 --> 01:04:55,837 - I'm sure they were. 940 01:04:59,671 --> 01:05:00,837 - They weren't. 941 01:05:05,837 --> 01:05:08,004 There's never been anybody. 942 01:05:11,921 --> 01:05:15,087 Why couldn't you just lie to me? 943 01:05:15,379 --> 01:05:18,004 Why couldn't you just lie and say, 944 01:05:18,296 --> 01:05:20,171 "Anna, I don't love her." 945 01:05:21,921 --> 01:05:23,504 Would it be so hard? 946 01:05:27,171 --> 01:05:29,004 - It's not fair, is it? 947 01:05:30,921 --> 01:05:33,087 - I think you should leave. 948 01:05:37,879 --> 01:05:40,379 It's just not easy anymore. 949 01:05:40,671 --> 01:05:43,671 - Do you really think it's any easier for me? 950 01:05:43,962 --> 01:05:45,754 - I'm second best. 951 01:05:46,046 --> 01:05:47,546 It's not the way I wanted, it's the way you wanted. 952 01:05:47,837 --> 01:05:49,296 You wrote the rules. 953 01:05:49,587 --> 01:05:50,254 - Anna, I'm afraid it's just 954 01:05:50,546 --> 01:05:53,837 a little bit more complicated than that. 955 01:05:54,129 --> 01:05:55,296 You and I don't have any children together. 956 01:05:55,587 --> 01:05:58,421 - It has nothing to do with children! 957 01:05:58,712 --> 01:05:59,379 It has to do with her. 958 01:05:59,671 --> 01:06:02,796 You want all of her and just a little bit of me! 959 01:06:03,087 --> 01:06:04,754 - You want me to leave my family. 960 01:06:05,046 --> 01:06:08,587 - No, I want you to want to leave them! 961 01:06:08,879 --> 01:06:13,671 I want you to want to leave her because you hate her guts. 962 01:06:13,962 --> 01:06:15,546 Because you want me. 963 01:06:19,504 --> 01:06:21,254 I want you to want me. 964 01:06:22,587 --> 01:06:25,462 At any cost, I'll take guilt, 965 01:06:25,754 --> 01:06:27,129 I'll take anything. 966 01:06:28,171 --> 01:06:30,337 I just want you to want me. 967 01:06:31,629 --> 01:06:32,546 - Come here. 968 01:06:33,754 --> 01:06:34,504 - No. 969 01:06:36,421 --> 01:06:37,087 - Come here. 970 01:06:37,379 --> 01:06:37,962 - No! 971 01:06:38,254 --> 01:06:39,587 - Say it. - No! 972 01:06:39,879 --> 01:06:40,504 I hate you! 973 01:06:40,796 --> 01:06:42,129 - You don't hate me. 974 01:06:42,421 --> 01:06:43,046 Say it! 975 01:06:44,212 --> 01:06:45,004 Say it! 976 01:06:45,296 --> 01:06:46,546 - No! 977 01:06:46,837 --> 01:06:48,337 Not unless you think I'm the smartest 978 01:06:48,629 --> 01:06:50,212 and most beautiful and sexiest girl-- 979 01:06:50,504 --> 01:06:51,921 - You are the sexiest. 980 01:06:52,212 --> 01:06:54,254 You are the most beautiful. 981 01:06:55,796 --> 01:06:56,462 Say it. 982 01:06:56,754 --> 01:06:57,296 - No! 983 01:06:57,587 --> 01:06:58,129 - Say it! 984 01:06:58,421 --> 01:06:58,962 - No! 985 01:06:59,254 --> 01:07:00,212 - Say it! - No! 986 01:07:05,504 --> 01:07:06,587 - Say it. - No. 987 01:07:08,171 --> 01:07:08,921 - Say it. 988 01:07:14,504 --> 01:07:15,504 - I love you. 989 01:07:17,171 --> 01:07:18,004 I love you. 990 01:07:39,962 --> 01:07:41,629 "I'm sick of my life. 991 01:07:50,796 --> 01:07:52,379 "And its intolerable 992 01:07:53,379 --> 01:07:54,712 "contradictions." 993 01:08:01,379 --> 01:08:02,837 My mind keeps warning me 994 01:08:03,129 --> 01:08:05,504 that love, even as we know it-- 995 01:08:06,796 --> 01:08:08,046 - "Must be lived 996 01:08:09,671 --> 01:08:11,421 "in the everyday world 997 01:08:12,337 --> 01:08:13,421 "of Chevrolets 998 01:08:17,379 --> 01:08:18,546 "and toothaches 999 01:08:25,171 --> 01:08:26,587 "and lost chances. 1000 01:08:28,546 --> 01:08:31,212 "I'm torn and harried by your absence, 1001 01:08:31,504 --> 01:08:32,837 "driven by the loneliness without you 1002 01:08:33,129 --> 01:08:37,254 "and continually burned by the physical need of you. 1003 01:08:43,129 --> 01:08:45,296 "I can no longer bear to keep seeing you 1004 01:08:45,587 --> 01:08:48,796 "if there's no way you'll ever be mine. 1005 01:08:49,087 --> 01:08:52,546 "I want you now for my own and forever. 1006 01:08:52,837 --> 01:08:55,212 "Sometimes it's right to do the wrong thing. 1007 01:08:55,504 --> 01:08:57,046 "Be mine, darling. 1008 01:08:57,337 --> 01:08:57,962 "Be brave. 1009 01:08:59,337 --> 01:09:00,254 "I love you. 1010 01:09:01,629 --> 01:09:03,337 "It's amazing how much." 1011 01:09:29,921 --> 01:09:30,837 - Hey, Anna? 1012 01:10:03,546 --> 01:10:04,504 Hey, kiddo. 1013 01:10:04,796 --> 01:10:06,004 How're you doing? 1014 01:10:07,337 --> 01:10:09,462 - You know Chesley? 1015 01:10:09,754 --> 01:10:10,796 Joseph Chesley? 1016 01:10:13,254 --> 01:10:15,171 He made a terrible mistake. 1017 01:10:15,462 --> 01:10:18,296 - Yeah, right, who's Chesley? 1018 01:10:18,587 --> 01:10:20,379 - He wrote the letters. 1019 01:10:20,671 --> 01:10:21,421 - Yeah. 1020 01:10:21,712 --> 01:10:24,337 You know, I kinda forgot about him. 1021 01:10:24,629 --> 01:10:26,796 - You know, my mother was weak? 1022 01:10:27,087 --> 01:10:29,129 You know, 1023 01:10:29,421 --> 01:10:30,879 She couldn't take care of her own life. 1024 01:10:31,171 --> 01:10:33,462 He had to and he didn't. 1025 01:10:33,754 --> 01:10:35,212 He had to force her. 1026 01:10:38,046 --> 01:10:40,754 They were so much in love. 1027 01:10:41,046 --> 01:10:41,671 You know? 1028 01:10:43,087 --> 01:10:44,087 It's so rare. 1029 01:10:45,671 --> 01:10:47,754 See, he thought he was saving three lives but he didn't. 1030 01:10:48,046 --> 01:10:50,046 He ruined three lives. 1031 01:10:50,337 --> 01:10:51,879 He ruined his and my mothers-- 1032 01:10:52,171 --> 01:10:53,629 - And your father's? 1033 01:10:55,421 --> 01:10:56,671 - Yeah, his too. 1034 01:10:59,087 --> 01:11:02,671 Sometimes it's right to do the wrong thing though, isn't it? 1035 01:11:02,962 --> 01:11:04,629 - Oh, Anna, I don't know. 1036 01:11:04,921 --> 01:11:07,212 - He had to make her see. 1037 01:11:07,504 --> 01:11:08,421 He had to take her. 1038 01:11:08,712 --> 01:11:10,087 - Look, Anna, I don't know what difference this makes. 1039 01:11:10,379 --> 01:11:12,671 - It makes all the difference. 1040 01:11:15,712 --> 01:11:18,337 You don't understand, do you? 1041 01:11:18,629 --> 01:11:19,671 - I don't know. 1042 01:11:21,712 --> 01:11:23,129 Yeah, okay, maybe. 1043 01:11:24,296 --> 01:11:26,921 - He wrote such beautiful letters. 1044 01:11:27,212 --> 01:11:28,921 Just beautiful letters. 1045 01:11:30,837 --> 01:11:32,254 I wish I knew him. 1046 01:11:33,796 --> 01:11:36,504 You know, just to know him. 1047 01:11:36,796 --> 01:11:39,046 I mean, they’re just beautiful. 1048 01:11:39,337 --> 01:11:40,504 Don't you think so? 1049 01:11:40,796 --> 01:11:43,129 - Anna, I think I'm getting really worried about you. 1050 01:11:43,421 --> 01:11:45,921 - Don't be worried about me. 1051 01:11:46,212 --> 01:11:46,837 I'm okay. 1052 01:11:48,254 --> 01:11:49,004 I'm great. 1053 01:11:51,504 --> 01:11:52,921 I know what to do. 1054 01:11:57,212 --> 01:11:59,504 I finally know what to do. 1055 01:12:53,046 --> 01:12:54,629 - Time to go to bed. 1056 01:12:55,796 --> 01:12:57,837 You can finish it tomorrow. 1057 01:12:58,129 --> 01:12:59,254 - Okay. 1058 01:12:59,546 --> 01:13:00,129 - Give me a kiss. 1059 01:13:00,421 --> 01:13:00,962 - Goodnight, Dad. 1060 01:13:01,254 --> 01:13:02,629 - I love you. 1061 01:13:02,921 --> 01:13:04,129 - Goodnight, Mom. 1062 01:13:05,671 --> 01:13:07,921 - Guess who wants to play elevator one more time? 1063 01:13:08,212 --> 01:13:10,629 I can't guess. 1064 01:13:10,921 --> 01:13:11,587 Here we go. 1065 01:13:11,879 --> 01:13:13,171 First floor. 1066 01:13:13,462 --> 01:13:14,671 Second floor. 1067 01:13:16,754 --> 01:13:18,087 Fourth floor. 1068 01:13:19,421 --> 01:13:20,129 Going down. 1069 01:13:24,921 --> 01:13:26,921 - Come up, sweetie, okay? 1070 01:13:34,337 --> 01:13:35,837 - Darling, why don't you take her up to bed? 1071 01:13:36,129 --> 01:13:37,046 - Okay. 1072 01:13:37,337 --> 01:13:39,587 - You come up soon? - Yeah. 1073 01:13:39,879 --> 01:13:41,421 - Come on, hun, let's go to bed. 1074 01:13:41,712 --> 01:13:42,546 Say night, night. 1075 01:13:42,837 --> 01:13:44,462 Night, night. 1076 01:13:57,837 --> 01:13:58,587 - Anna! 1077 01:14:04,296 --> 01:14:05,212 Anna! 1078 01:14:05,504 --> 01:14:06,046 Let go of me! 1079 01:14:06,337 --> 01:14:06,879 oh, Anna. 1080 01:14:07,171 --> 01:14:07,712 Leave me alone! 1081 01:14:08,004 --> 01:14:09,171 Get your goddamn hands off me! 1082 01:14:09,462 --> 01:14:10,212 I said let go of me! 1083 01:14:10,504 --> 01:14:11,046 What's the matter with you? 1084 01:14:11,337 --> 01:14:11,879 - Maybe I should talk to your wife! 1085 01:14:12,171 --> 01:14:14,379 Maybe she'd like to know what the fuck you've been doing! 1086 01:14:14,671 --> 01:14:16,337 Maybe she'd like to know where you've been at night! 1087 01:14:16,629 --> 01:14:18,171 - What's Daddy doing? 1088 01:14:19,296 --> 01:14:20,254 - What do you think I am?! 1089 01:14:20,546 --> 01:14:21,671 - A fuck machine?! - No, I don't. 1090 01:14:21,962 --> 01:14:24,587 - Turn me on, turn me off! - Anna! 1091 01:14:24,879 --> 01:14:25,754 - My letter, you didn't even answer my letter. 1092 01:14:26,046 --> 01:14:27,254 - I did too, I've been thinking about it, that's all. 1093 01:14:27,546 --> 01:14:28,087 - Oh, bullshit! 1094 01:14:28,379 --> 01:14:29,004 - It frightened me, you frightened me. 1095 01:14:29,296 --> 01:14:30,921 It didn't even sound like you. 1096 01:14:31,212 --> 01:14:32,712 Anna, why are you doing this to me?! 1097 01:14:33,004 --> 01:14:34,962 I have always been honest with you! 1098 01:14:35,254 --> 01:14:36,421 Anna! 1099 01:14:36,712 --> 01:14:37,837 Oh my God, Anna. 1100 01:14:39,421 --> 01:14:40,171 Anna. 1101 01:16:05,796 --> 01:16:07,129 Did you call the doctor? 1102 01:16:07,421 --> 01:16:08,129 What did he say? 1103 01:16:08,421 --> 01:16:10,337 He said he's on his way. 1104 01:16:10,629 --> 01:16:11,962 Oliver, don’t touch me! 1105 01:16:12,254 --> 01:16:14,379 Edit, please, for Christ sake. 1106 01:16:14,671 --> 01:16:16,379 Just answer me one question. 1107 01:16:16,671 --> 01:16:18,087 What is it that I did that would make you want 1108 01:16:18,379 --> 01:16:20,004 to do this to me? 1109 01:16:20,296 --> 01:16:21,712 Edith, you didn't do a thing. 1110 01:16:22,004 --> 01:16:24,379 It's me, God forgive me. 1111 01:16:24,671 --> 01:16:26,212 she's very young, isn't she? 1112 01:16:26,504 --> 01:16:28,004 You bastard. 1113 01:16:28,296 --> 01:16:30,212 I don't know what to say, Edith. 1114 01:16:30,504 --> 01:16:33,629 Honestly, I don't know what to say, Edith. 1115 01:16:33,921 --> 01:16:34,629 Do you love her? 1116 01:16:34,921 --> 01:16:36,171 That's impossible. 1117 01:16:36,462 --> 01:16:37,879 I love you. 1118 01:16:38,171 --> 01:16:40,296 I'm never going to be able to believe that again. 1119 01:16:40,587 --> 01:16:42,879 I really believed that you loved me. 1120 01:16:43,171 --> 01:16:44,671 And if not me, I knew you loved the children. 1121 01:16:44,962 --> 01:16:46,629 - Just give me a chance, Edith, give me. 1122 01:16:46,921 --> 01:16:49,212 - I can't, I can't believe it. 1123 01:16:55,421 --> 01:16:56,337 - I'm sorry. 1124 01:17:16,421 --> 01:17:17,171 - Anna, Anna, wait. 1125 01:17:17,462 --> 01:17:18,837 Look, you can't drive home alone like this. 1126 01:17:19,129 --> 01:17:20,046 - I'm fine. - Anna, please listen. 1127 01:17:20,337 --> 01:17:20,879 - I said, I'm fine! - Wait! 1128 01:17:21,171 --> 01:17:22,379 Wait, please listen to me! 1129 01:17:22,671 --> 01:17:23,962 I gotta tell you something. 1130 01:17:24,254 --> 01:17:26,879 I don't want it to end like this! 1131 01:17:27,171 --> 01:17:28,962 I just can't walk out on them! 1132 01:17:29,254 --> 01:17:30,587 I have to hurt the fewest people. 1133 01:17:30,879 --> 01:17:32,462 Do you understand me?! 1134 01:17:33,754 --> 01:17:35,379 - You love her. 1135 01:17:35,671 --> 01:17:37,421 - Yes, of course I love her, I always have. 1136 01:17:37,712 --> 01:17:38,754 I love you too. 1137 01:17:39,796 --> 01:17:41,254 - I don't think you did. 1138 01:17:41,546 --> 01:17:44,379 - Anna, you're very young, you're very special. 1139 01:17:44,671 --> 01:17:46,087 You can do a hell of a lot better than me. 1140 01:17:46,379 --> 01:17:47,254 A hell of a lot. 1141 01:17:47,546 --> 01:17:48,546 - Will I really? 1142 01:17:48,837 --> 01:17:49,712 - Yeah, Anna, 1143 01:17:51,879 --> 01:17:53,379 if there is one thing I've learned in life 1144 01:17:53,671 --> 01:17:56,629 is that everything passes, everything. 1145 01:17:57,712 --> 01:18:00,296 It's gonna be all right. 1146 01:18:00,587 --> 01:18:04,046 Just tell me it's gonna be all right, please, Anna. 1147 01:18:04,337 --> 01:18:06,462 Say it's gonna be all right. 1148 01:18:12,587 --> 01:18:13,337 - Goodbye. 1149 01:18:57,296 --> 01:18:58,337 Don’t touch me! 1150 01:18:58,629 --> 01:19:00,087 Goddamn it, you! 1151 01:19:00,379 --> 01:19:02,212 You're drunk, leave me alone! 1152 01:19:02,504 --> 01:19:03,546 Don't touch me! 1153 01:19:04,629 --> 01:19:06,379 You don't care about me, you think about Anna! 1154 01:19:06,671 --> 01:19:07,587 Is that the problem?! 1155 01:19:07,879 --> 01:19:08,754 I'll never touch you again! 1156 01:19:09,046 --> 01:19:10,087 I'm leaving! 1157 01:19:10,379 --> 01:19:10,921 No you're not! 1158 01:19:11,212 --> 01:19:11,962 You're not going anywhere! 1159 01:19:12,254 --> 01:19:12,796 You don't care about me, 1160 01:19:13,087 --> 01:19:13,629 you think about Anna! 1161 01:19:13,921 --> 01:19:14,462 She's your daughter! 1162 01:19:14,754 --> 01:19:15,296 Just leave me alone! 1163 01:19:15,587 --> 01:19:16,129 What did I do? 1164 01:19:16,421 --> 01:19:17,254 Did I touch you, is that the problem!? 1165 01:19:17,546 --> 01:19:18,629 I'll never touch you again! 1166 01:19:18,921 --> 01:19:19,962 Don't you move! 1167 01:19:22,254 --> 01:19:23,004 - Anna? 1168 01:19:29,671 --> 01:19:31,337 - You're so like her. 1169 01:22:27,837 --> 01:22:28,754 - Excuse me. 1170 01:22:32,796 --> 01:22:34,879 Did you leave the flowers? 1171 01:22:36,171 --> 01:22:37,254 The gardenias? 1172 01:22:45,504 --> 01:22:46,587 - You're Anna. 1173 01:22:48,754 --> 01:22:50,587 Would've known you anyway. 1174 01:22:50,879 --> 01:22:52,587 You look just like her. 1175 01:22:55,087 --> 01:22:56,837 - When did you see her last? 1176 01:22:57,129 --> 01:22:57,754 - Oh, 1177 01:22:59,171 --> 01:23:00,462 five years ago. 1178 01:23:00,754 --> 01:23:02,671 Just for a few hours. 1179 01:23:02,962 --> 01:23:05,587 And before that, another 10 years. 1180 01:23:08,587 --> 01:23:09,629 - That's a long time. 1181 01:23:09,921 --> 01:23:11,296 - Yes, a long time. 1182 01:23:18,171 --> 01:23:21,337 - You should've been together. 1183 01:23:21,629 --> 01:23:23,004 - It was a mistake. 1184 01:23:25,462 --> 01:23:26,879 She was my chance. 1185 01:23:29,796 --> 01:23:30,629 I lost her. 1186 01:23:33,754 --> 01:23:36,004 - I have something of yours. 1187 01:23:42,046 --> 01:23:43,462 She gave it to me, 1188 01:23:45,296 --> 01:23:47,796 but I think you should have it. 1189 01:23:51,712 --> 01:23:53,796 - Kept it all these years. 1190 01:23:57,587 --> 01:23:58,337 - Here. 1191 01:24:03,796 --> 01:24:04,546 - Damn it. 1192 01:24:06,212 --> 01:24:08,296 It really is embarrassing. 1193 01:24:12,921 --> 01:24:13,671 She was... 1194 01:24:16,754 --> 01:24:19,754 she was the love of my life, you see. 1195 01:24:22,129 --> 01:24:23,296 You understand. 1196 01:24:27,087 --> 01:24:30,504 Maybe you've been in love the way we were. 1197 01:24:35,046 --> 01:24:35,796 - No. 1198 01:24:39,254 --> 01:24:40,337 Not like that. 1199 01:24:43,546 --> 01:24:44,546 Not like you.